Where You’ve Always Been

June is a tricky month for me, full of celebrations and remembrances of people loved and lost. Birthdays, for sure, but also anniversaries of loved ones’ passings. Memories swirling together.

As this month winds down, my head and heart are simultaneously full, so I reach for any scrap of paper to play poet. A post-it, an envelope, the notes app on my phone…whatever’s handy so I can capture the flurry. Sometimes nonsensical, sometimes nod-worthy.

Of course, the most resonant voice of all comes from my father when these bursts arrive. Inspired by his presence…ever present. Like this:

Where You’ve Always Been

In moments maddening and magical

I look for your watchful presence

Hoping to see – the bold, the unmistakable

Trail you left for me

Seeking the obvious, the complete sentence

Overlooking the whispered words, already near

Softly carrying the light and love between us

Secrets shared, the knowingness of life

Reaching out and within…

Where you’ve always been

Where he’s always been? Within. I just need to remember.

Vicki 😊

A little more? A sweet story about my papa…lagniappe in the form of poetry? Here you go!

Watering the Fence – The Heart of the Matter (sharingtheheartofthematter.com)

The Power of Poetry & Place – The Heart of the Matter (sharingtheheartofthematter.com)

It’s In the Cards – Victoria Ponders

Perspective – Victoria Ponders



56 responses to “Where You’ve Always Been”

  1. Very sweet poem! I love it!

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    1. Thanks, Karen! 🥰

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  2. “Reaching out and within…Where you’ve always been.” What a beautiful sentiment.

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    1. Aw! Thanks, Brian. 🥰

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  3. Beautiful poem, Vicki! And I agree that our loved one are always within us, especially when we need them the most.

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    1. Yes! Thinking about you and your beautiful Ma. Xo, Ab! ❤️

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  4. I can really relate to your words. Well written

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    1. That’s beautiful praise coming from you, my poet friend. Thank you, VJ. 🥰

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    A lovey poem, Vicki Masterful, as well. Indeed, the best fathers continue to reside within, always pointing. “This way.”

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    1. Yes, yes. Thank you so much, Dr. Stein. What we know to be tried and true. Keeping Milton and Sonny close. 💕

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  6. A lovely poem, oh clever one! Happy [almost] July.

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    1. Um…that would be YOU, dear Ally Bean. My favorite ‘clever one’. Happy almost to you, too! 🥰

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  7. ❤ a lovely ode – ‘I look for your watchful presence’

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    1. Thank you, Beth! ❤️

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  8. What a truly beautiful poem, Vicki. You have a gift! ❤️

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    1. Aren’t you kind? Thank you, Jane. 🥰 So much!

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  9. The light and love between us – wow, so touching! Love it, dear Vicki!! ❤ ❤ ❤

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    1. Thanks, Wynne…just giving words to what you and I both feel…especially about our fathers. 💕

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  10. That’s so beautiful Vicki. Yes, within, “Softly carrying the light and love between us.” Loving beautiful words that continue to honour his presence. 💕

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    1. I love trading these Saturday morning thoughts with you – thanks so much for all the love…and yep. Light. That’s what you do! 🥰

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      1. I love it too! Have a beautiful weekend my friend. 💕

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        1. You, too – you, too! 💕

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  11. What a lovely poem and tribute to your father. I’ve seriously been missing my mom this month. And there’s no reason why with her birthday in March and January was when she passed. But there are so many moments I want to share with her.

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    1. Oh boy…I get that, Elizabeth. I sure do. Regardless of what people think about faith and religion and beliefs, I know sometimes that my dad is near in the most unpredictable ways. My take on your feelings – wanting to share moments with your sweet momma might be that she’s already near and you have a sense of her. Sending hugs…big hugs! 🥰🥰🥰

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      1. Thank you for the hugs!

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  12. Beautiful words and a precious reminder. ❤️❤️

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    1. Thank you so much, Deb! 💕

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    1. My thanks as well, for such a lovely tribute. You know what started to hum in my head as I was reading it? The enchanting chorus of “Home” by Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros. If you just want to listen to the chorus, it starts here:

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      1. I love it, EW! Thank you so much. 🥰

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  13. Such a sweet tribute. So many wonderful memories.

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    1. Xo, Bridget. Thank you. 🥰

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  14. Aw, that is so beautiful and heartfelt Vicki. You’re right, you just seed to be still and you’ll hear his voice

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    1. Thank you, dear Brenda! Sending hugs. 🥰❤️🥰

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  15. A beautiful and heartfelt poem❤️

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    1. Thank you so much, Cindy! 💕

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  16. I can relate to grabbing paper, post-its, pens or pencils to capture that word, and you captured many here Vicki! I felt your poem about your dad and your eternal bond (before and after his passing). It is a beautiful tribute on what you meant to each other. You remember!!! ♥

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    1. Thank you SO much for that! xo! 🥰

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  17. What a sweet poem! “Reaching out and within… where you’ve always been!” That brought tears to my eyes. Hugs!

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    1. Oh…thank you so much, Nancy! 🥰

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  18. I’m sending golf claps, because I’m in quiet awe of the beauty within this poem.

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    1. Love that! Thanks, Mark! 😁🥰😁

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  19. I believe we have way more inside us than we consciously realize, Vicki. Yet, it is always there for us to tap into…we just have to be open to taking the trip to get to it. Loved ones, answers to questions…all within!🙂

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    1. I love that, Bruce! Being “open to taking the trip”. That’s beautiful. Thank you so much. 🥰

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  20. Beautiful poem, V – Sending hugs and love from afar XOV

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    1. XO right back to you! Thank you, Vickie! 🥰

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  21. Reading that poem is like a glimpse into your heart. Such a beautiful way to honor your father. 💕

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